I just found my new favorite show...
I was pretty devastated when I found ut that the West Wing was not comeing back to depict President Santos' term(s) in office. Unlike in the United States of America, the people of the West Wing live in the United States of Wise Decisions. They elect Democrats to run their country 3 terms in a row. Anyway... Aaron Sorkin, genius that he is has got a new show... Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip. It's absolutely fantabulous!!!! The West Wing for the sketch comedy world. I recognized lots of West Wingers besides my beloved Joshua Lyman who plays Danny Tripp, a Director who has just tested positve for cocaine use. His sidekick is Matt Albie, played by Matthew Perry (it's been too long since Friends) who is a great comedy writer. Timothy Busfeild, Amanda Peet, Steven Weber... You have to watch this show people!!! If nothing else, put it on your tv so that the neilsons pick it up and I can be a fat, happy April watching a good show.
I know it's been 2 weeks since I blogged and a lot has happened. I have been a busy girl. Still in nursing school. Lost 20 pounds, thanks to an unhealthy gallbladder. And BB7 is now over. So is Rock Star: Supernova. I just wasted a whole summer people. Fricken losers who won these shows just piss me off. That's all I have to say about that. Also got to see my family yesterday, or at least part of it. Thank God!! I was in a desperate need for my family. My cousin Max turned two and as soon as my aunt sends me pictures and figure out how, I'm posting them. No kids of my own, so I get to post other people's children. I love Max, he's so laid back. His big brother, Joey, is like a drama king. He had everyone kick his shin guards yesterday to make sure they worked. Such a cutie. Gotta go for now!!!! By the way... www.meshasmind18.blogspot.com That's my cousin Michelle's blog. It's new, she's just starting out... give her some love people!!!

It All Comes Back To Family...
And even after I realized that again today as I spent what should have been study time talking to various members of my family. I didn't talk to Justin as I talked to him last weekend and I spent this whole week regreting that. I have to do this stupid assignment and your wife is the backgraound yelling the whole time. What the hell??? Anyway... I spent all day catching up with my mom, grandma, aunts, and cousins and I have a renewed sense of family. I forgot how much they've meant to me. My family has stood by me through a lot of crap that I've done and things that have happened to me. For awhile the only thing keeping me sane after Rob died was the impending birth of my cousin Max. I keep fucking up they (for the most part) keep standing by me and keep giving me chance after chance to be a good person. They have mostly accepted that I'm not a good person and don't keep trying to mold me into something I'm not. I used to wish that I was born into a different family but one day I woke up and realized how insanely lucky I am. Even if people hate me, there is absolutly nothing that can make my Mom or my aunts or my Grandma turn their backs on me completely. That's a comforting thing. Right now I hope I'm making them proud. I have done so much to disappoint them that I want them to quit expecting the next fuck up. I haven't done anything in awhile to disappoint anyone, but you never know.