Callie's Thoughts

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Yada, Yada, Yada...
Dear God in heaven, I am so sick of stupid people. In my life, at work, in my classes, even on BB7. I am sooooo sick of stupid people. I am having to do a family assessment for school. Now, if I assessed everyone that I consider family, I'd be writing until next week. And the damn thing is due in like 12 hours. Can I just tell them that my family just puts the fun in dysfunctional??? Because we do. Also my sweet loving little brother puts the "fu" in fun, so we are a very happy family. I called my brother to ask him some questions about his wife and him, because to tell everyone the truth, I didn't even know how old she is. So I sure as hell did not know things like personal medical history. But let me share this....
My SIL has an appointment with one of her many doctors to find out if she can have children in a few months. If she can't, she says they're going to adopt. Okay, you've had how many organs removed and your kidneys fail every other month and you actually think that a judge, some social workers and a knocked-up teenager are going to give you a baby? Denial isn't just a river in Egypt, is it? This comes from the same woman who once said, "Education isn't everything, sweetie." Not only did she say it, but she was completely rude and condescending while doing so. Because I am working my ass off right now in order to make a better life for me and my family. So I think that yeah, education is really important. My kids are going to college. I have a couple that are acceptable for them to choose from and I will pay for it if I have to work until I am 75 years old to do so. But my children will ALL have college degrees. (That is, my children in the future. Because I don't have them yet.)
Also I have to deal with the same stupid people in my class. I went back to school on Wednesday of last week after a 4 day weekend. We had to work in groups of five. Which is fine except that the five people who were leftover had to work together and I was one of those five people. So was the lady with the nest hair. We had a group consensus on an answer. Then she's like "Are you sure that's complete enough. I think there should be more to it." Then on things we weren't sure about she kept wanting to add stuff. I finally had to tell her that we weren't sure and we weren't going to add info to the answer just to make it longer and add something incorrect and get it wrong. Better to be vague and right than to pontificate and be wrong.

Then I got to hear all about the rumors flying around about me at the village (my reference to where I work). I apparently, now run a prostitution ring while I sell narcotics on the side. There is also some forgeries with my bad checks in the past. Getting questioned by the cops turns into some crap. Let me set the record straight: (and I really don't know what I can say legally and what I can't, but I have to vent and verballize my feelings somewhere) I got taken from my workplace to be questioned over the missing narcs at my workplace. They found the narcs at someone's house, but they aren't satisfied with the cups of pills, needles, and cards with resident's names on it. The person that they arrested for the theft is apperently saying that I stole narcotics also. Hence the questioning downtown in an actual interrogation room. I do not sell drugs. I do not run hookers out of my house. If I was going to go for easy ways to make money, why in the hell would I bust my ass working 20+ hours of overtime a week???? I exhausted myself for my workplace and now I am having to jump through hoops to keep my job. Everytime someone speaks, all I hear is "yada yada crap". I love my job, but sometimes I have no idea why I put up with the abuse that I do. Jobs in nursing are a dime a dozen. I know that wherever I go, I will have a job.
I also just want to add that I love Big Brother 7. I finally got the gumption to watch the episode where James Rhine got evicted because I knew that it would upset me. I don't like to see good players lose. At anything. Just like Rob and Amber on the Amazing Race. They were masters on that race and they didn't win. To me, that's a shame. Back to BB7. James is awesome. I like the sneaky players. To me, that's smart. (It's called a back-up plan people.) James keeps getting evicted because he's a good player who always keeps his eye on the prize. For two seasons, that has been his downfall. I can admit that Dr. Will is good as well and that he'll probably win. Now all my hopes rest with Janey! Take it home for BB6. Go Janey!!!

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