I'm sick of the...
I'm not exactly sure what goes in that blank, but I can honestly say that EVERYTHING is getting to me right now. I know that people think that it's just going to get worse in nursing school and it is because I will be in class more and working less. But I will be in class more and working less!! And let's face it, I'm a geek who loves to learn. (As long as it isn't physics) And I think that a lot of my stress comes from the fact that I'm waiting for school to start. I want to get this year from hell over with so that I can get on with my life. Everything hinges on the next 13 months. Thst doesn't really scare me, but I'm sure that it terrifies some. Yet if I'm working less, there won't be as much money... for the next 13 months. That's going to hurt a little. But I can get through that.
I know I'm sick of everyone telling me that I'm crazy to keep working full time while I'm in school. Yes, I know most people can't handle it. But I'm not most people. I just need to get a system down and that, so far, has been impossible. I know I'm sick of people who criticise the choices that I make in my life.
And I'm downright sick of feeling so negative all the time right now. I'm trying to be positive and turn that leaf over in my life, but I feel like all the leaves are dead and that there isn't going to be a new leaf. I guess I just need to get started looking through a new pile of leaves.
I'm not exactly sure what goes in that blank, but I can honestly say that EVERYTHING is getting to me right now. I know that people think that it's just going to get worse in nursing school and it is because I will be in class more and working less. But I will be in class more and working less!! And let's face it, I'm a geek who loves to learn. (As long as it isn't physics) And I think that a lot of my stress comes from the fact that I'm waiting for school to start. I want to get this year from hell over with so that I can get on with my life. Everything hinges on the next 13 months. Thst doesn't really scare me, but I'm sure that it terrifies some. Yet if I'm working less, there won't be as much money... for the next 13 months. That's going to hurt a little. But I can get through that.
I know I'm sick of everyone telling me that I'm crazy to keep working full time while I'm in school. Yes, I know most people can't handle it. But I'm not most people. I just need to get a system down and that, so far, has been impossible. I know I'm sick of people who criticise the choices that I make in my life.
And I'm downright sick of feeling so negative all the time right now. I'm trying to be positive and turn that leaf over in my life, but I feel like all the leaves are dead and that there isn't going to be a new leaf. I guess I just need to get started looking through a new pile of leaves.
posted by Callie @ 9:51 PM
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