I'm Up to My Ankle Now...

I didn't just abondon my blog. Which, quite frankly, I thought about doing. But maybe this is fate and I am supposed to use this as a catharsis. So, instead of sleeping, I'm blogging. I'm doing great on my time management.
My friend Megan and I have reconnected. I'm blessed to be able to still have friends after what a bitch I have been to some people. Not that I was ever a bitch to Megan, but she witnessed it a lot. I'm really pleased, though, that Megan is still sweet and supportive, like I remember. Makes this whole process easier. I've sent out some emails to people that I wanted to talk to from high school and they haven't responded. I'm not sure if that's a " I don't check my email thing" or a "I really couldn't stand you before, what makes you think that now is different? thing". I kind of feel like I'm dating again. You put yourself out there, youget rejected, you do it again. Thank God I don't have to date anymore. I don't know if I could handle rejection on that many fronts.